Yearning

I have been in hyper control in my Big life. Setting (and achieving)lots of goals, following lots of regimens and basically scheduling every waking minute of the day. It has been productive and satisfying in many ways but the flip side is despite the successes I just want a weekend, a day, even an hour where I give up that control. I need Daddy to appear, take me, tie me up and I don’t have to ‘DO’ or Decide I just have to receive and accept. Ready to drop the reigns for a bit.